Went to bed frustrated with life. Wake up frustrated with life.
Even in my dreams I am stumbling. Although being at Walt Disney World & meeting an adorable guy helped. Still so many symbols & issues came up that already I am exhausted from my sleep.
So bring on the coffee – Cinnamon Roll this morning. Ate some pancakes. Now its me time. I have GOT to figure out a few things. Sick of plans not working out. Time to regroup & re-prioritize.
Since I can’t afford to move to a new place (although Florida keeps calling me) or redo this cramped house, I have to find a way to be ok with life as is. Still I’m too stubborn to be ok with settling. I want what I want. Is that they key to everyone being happy? settling? Seriously? Then what was the point of all those dreams. My head spins.
I ditched the unemployment plan when I accepted the job that I just turned down… so maybe its time to rethink. Set a few more points to aim at. But what?
Not sure if I should just chill & let it all go today or stress out the details and make a better plan.